Anger Flashes

So sometimes while driving I get to thinking about my last BF and how he basically stole from me and used me and then proceeded to GLOAT about it by sending me the ABBA video "The Winner Takes It All" (I sh*t you not.) I get this hyper-flare of anger (which once I said to myself, "Thank goodness I'm not on steroids or I'd go try and lift a car").

I like angry music. It really calms me somehow...that and it's really good sex music. I would love to put a set of earphones on, blare this stuff in my ears, and go to town.

Issues? Not really. Resentment? Definitely.

It's like an emotion zombie...those feelings stay buried for awhile, but then they rise from the dead unexpectedly and eat my brain!

Maybe its all the extra testosterone from going back to working out so much. I'll get over it. Don't have much of a choice do I?

Dammit what an IDIOT I was. Maybe THAT'S what I'm really angry about.